Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in lisatibo's LiveJournal:

Monday, April 24th, 2006
10:56 am	Update So Catscratch is no more. No it is the time for Tak. Not to hyped about this show but El Tigre is only 3 weeks away. So I haven't talked to a lot of people. Worked at the FPL on Sun. Congrats MM for the promotion and what happened to your hair. It all fell onto your face. CD how's it going?? SK how's it going?? I really don't like that place. HTought going back every 5months wouldn't be too bad but do't know about that. Don't have a lot of tim eto work on my own personal stuff anymore but I am going ot try adn start forcing myself to do it. I have been spoiled with going to bed early so I can wake up early but not going to be able to do that anymore. :o( But good cuz i will be abe to start gettng my act together. PA jobs are not for me I am no one's gopher:o) (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 7th, 2006
11:41 am	What will be will be So a lot has happened in the two months that I have not seen most of you or talked to you. My life has been a roller coaster of good and bad things that I find confusing. so I got the great job at Nickelodeon on Catscratch which ended up not getting picked up which forced me to once again seek employment or I would be jobless by April 14th. I found out this news after Christmas. This is after my dog had to be put to sleep and after fighting with Jason. Three weeks later which would be two Fridays ago Jason ends our relationship. I WAS DUMPED. And let me tell you . . . it sucks. The last week was horrible all I wanted to do was stay at home and mope. Then I finally got to a decent mindset. Then this last weekend happened and I had hope that ther ecould be a future for us (that I really want). This was rapidly crushed on Sunday when I got the "angry" phone call and was told what a horrible person I was and there was no way that he could have been in a relationship with someone like me and that I would never change. This began the mixed message rollercoaster that would lead up to yesterday. So in the course of one day (Sunday) I was told there was absolutely no hope, then there was just not anytime soon, then there wasn't and we can't have any contact. Then Monday comes and I get a friendly text and an even friendly phonecall where we laugh, joke around, and are really pleasant. Then it stops and he starts telling me how I am going to find someone great that will treat me how I want to be treated and how I deserve. And it's so great being able to tlak to me and I made him feel really good the previous day and PEOPLE, i knew what was going on. only two years ago I had been in his position saying th esame things. He is trying to make himself feel better by knowing that I am okay and being my friend. I dont' want that so I have decided to take a risk and completely not talk to him and let him see what his life would be without me and give myself a chance to breath. He lost the priveleage to hear about my job my life etc. He sounds like he has moved on and keeping me around for company. Advice please give it. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
1:17 pm	AHH!! Life gets so complicated Alright here is my new life dilema and advice would greatly be appreciated. So my friend called today and told me about a Production Assistant (PA) job at nickelodeon. He asked if I woudl be interested. Here si the catch. They are looking for someone who is commited to the post production work. They don't want to take time training someone who is going to leave them in 6 months for another job. Here is my problem. It would be a job in the animation industry. Something that I have wanted for a long time but I would not be doing artwork, which is ultimately what I want to do. However, this woudl not be that I could never do art again. I could do my own thing on the side and commit to them for a while and build up some skills and a portfolio and then try again a little bit later for an art job. There is the possibilty of getting stuck but I don't see myself doing that. I honestly don't feel that I am quite ready for an art job. I feel like I need to build my skills up, but I don't want to completely give up. The other problem is that I just accepted the job at the other library which I start on thursday. I feel bad if I were to take and get the PA job to flake on them. But then it is only a part time job shoudl I really care how they feel and go a step closer to my goal. Alright guys . . .bring on the advice. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
11:55 am	Why do I do this to myself Hi. I am Lisa. This is my first live journal, I hope I don't let you down. So I decided to go to the gym today for a class which uses weights and aerobics. I have been feeling a little heavier in the butt area and completely blame this on my boyfriend and his bad eating habits so I want to fix it. So there I was in the class looking very frumpy and very uncoordinated next to all of these 40+ women with bleached blonde hair , leather tanned skin and huge diamond rings. I can honestly say that it was an ego crusher to be surrounded by mirrors looking at your frumpy jiggly self sweating like a pig trying not to pass out while everyone else is looking like an instructor. Kinda funny too. I think I am going to make a cartoon out of it. It will a tribute to all the normal looking girls out there. (2 Comments |Comment on this)